mags

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

i've met him♥♥


When i first saw you, I've got really a high "tama" to you. I've been flirtting you all the timeand I thought that you liked me too 'cause I've found out that you made "pansin" on me everytime I staired at your shinning and very beautiful eyes..


I've been so much more happy when you said yes to me if I could have an autograph to you. but it cost a few months to pass before you've signed it up. but when the time has come that I was able to give it for you to sign it, you refused my request. I don't know why. I asked you but you don't bothered to answer my question. Instead, you've erased me on your friendster friend list. I was wondering why? Why you have done it to me without even informing me why! but one day, I've found an answer to my question. I've found out that you had already a "girlfriend". I knew it from your very own sister, Alyn. For me, it's okay. I understand. But to tell you honestly, that momment, it felt me like I'm drownig from the ocean or it felt like I'm falling from a high building..Now I learned that it's easy for me to go elsewhere, but i cannot found a place inside your heart ..

Every time that you went to our classroom, it makes my heart beat faster when I've seen you coming closer. I don't know what to do that felt me so cold and made me blushed. It's because I know that even though you had her already, I still loved you. It sounds so non sense 'cause it seems to be a desperate love to you.But i didn't felt any regrets on my life. You've been my inspiration in life, you're the reason why I go to school very happy blooming and glamorous...hehehe!! ^-^ But i was hurt also when I saw you both walking on the streets, and you made "hatid" on her after tha class. But it's okay. I understand. Because "pagpaparaya" is also a part my love to you.

but one day, bigla nalng you lumitaw in my front and asked me if you can sign my autograph for the second chance. I felt masaya kasi you came back to me. but i've been wondering why. Then i've found out that you let your girlfriend to sign my autograph before you would sign it. it felt me like ginamit you lang me. but for me, it's still okay. as long as i love you,.. ganyan kita ka mahal. if you know lang. but in my situation, it seems like a forbidden love.

Last September 17, 2008, that was wednesday early in the morning. that momment, my day start to be worthy when i saw you going to school while nakasakay me in a jeepney. when i've got off from the jeepney, ang laki ng smile ko. then i was so shock when bigla nalang you nag talk sa likuran ko. kala ko who. it's just you pala. you talked to me that momment , but im so speachless because im so shock.. hehehe!! ^-^the whole day i had a beautiful smile....